Returning from Ireland, beautiful Celtic land and damn it, I learned why they call it a "honeymoon!"
Caspar
Caspar
Hello, my name is Caspar Hanak, and I'm a bit wild 
You can see I speak English (and my first tongue German) not Russian, just a scrap. I want to meet my soulmate. I live in New York. I've had a hard couple months and today my doctor, her name is Kamara Aseme, great woman, said it seems to her I have all the symptoms to have bipolar disorder. I do not want to accept it of course but I have to, it's who I am. Tomorrow I will get a psychiatrists appointment and hopefully go soon to be able to learn more about what it is I am experiencing and be able to take care of myself better with that and stabalize my moods. I am listening to Wagner "Tannhäuser Overture" as I'm writing .. So I can not say much more than that; DI want to create a family, some years down the road I am 23 but it's in my sights. Mr origin is from the Czech Republic and Germany, but I am American. WHen I went to China, in the city of Atux, Xinjiang I was arrested by the secret police and interoggated. I was in Russia once, for a total of 2 weeks and had the greatest time in Izhevsk! I had a love affair (a very sexy time;)with a beautiful Russian woman there. Name Natalie. Beautiful name! Anyway, nothing anymore. In America not many people who have read the Ringing Cedars books. I think I might be president of the United States of America someday; I Love my Country !! ;)The seeds are sown in my mind, and I would like to iherit my children something grand. But I am bipolar [I still need an official diagnosis though], so my moods and ideas change too quickly, (so I myself can not take myself too seriously right now). Any recommendations for this, has anyone else experienced manic depression (another term for the condition in the language English) or had a family member the who had IT?
I send regards from America,
and God bless you are your famalies,
Caspar Hanak
You can see I speak English (and my first tongue German) not Russian, just a scrap. I want to meet my soulmate. I live in New York. I've had a hard couple months and today my doctor, her name is Kamara Aseme, great woman, said it seems to her I have all the symptoms to have bipolar disorder. I do not want to accept it of course but I have to, it's who I am. Tomorrow I will get a psychiatrists appointment and hopefully go soon to be able to learn more about what it is I am experiencing and be able to take care of myself better with that and stabalize my moods. I am listening to Wagner "Tannhäuser Overture" as I'm writing .. So I can not say much more than that; DI want to create a family, some years down the road I am 23 but it's in my sights. Mr origin is from the Czech Republic and Germany, but I am American. WHen I went to China, in the city of Atux, Xinjiang I was arrested by the secret police and interoggated. I was in Russia once, for a total of 2 weeks and had the greatest time in Izhevsk! I had a love affair (a very sexy time;)with a beautiful Russian woman there. Name Natalie. Beautiful name! Anyway, nothing anymore. In America not many people who have read the Ringing Cedars books. I think I might be president of the United States of America someday; I Love my Country !! ;)The seeds are sown in my mind, and I would like to iherit my children something grand. But I am bipolar [I still need an official diagnosis though], so my moods and ideas change too quickly, (so I myself can not take myself too seriously right now). Any recommendations for this, has anyone else experienced manic depression (another term for the condition in the language English) or had a family member the who had IT?
I send regards from America,
and God bless you are your famalies,
Caspar Hanak
